Silver Raven Moon

I humbly welcome you to my diary... you will eventually find it in yourself that you are lost in the midst of my realm, and I am your only map. Allow me to express my inner self and let me lead you into my own world of bizaare fantasies, idiosyncracies and wild dreams.

About this Dairy:

I post some of my arworks and sketches. The poetry herein is inspired by this one man who, in so many ways, have given me another thousand reasons to live. If you are wondering... I am real and this is just me, deal with it or seek therapy.

You can even subscribe to my journal if you want to know about my daily thoughts and what is bothering me...

Journal of the Week:
September 19-25, 2005

Astronomy

Goth and Wicca

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Still Wishing This Face Could Launch Atleast A Thousand Ships

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Saturday the 10th of September 2005

11:50 AM

PARANOIA

Subject: Paranoia

I find myself in a very irrational state
Lacking the ability to think normally
I hear your voice
But you are not there
You are but an auditory hallucination
I see your figure from afar
But you are not there
You are but a visual hallucination
I am psychotic
My mind believes something
That is falsely propagated
I am in an abnormal mental state
Yes I was told
By the occurence of these psychotic delusions
I am illogical
I have these irresistable thoughts about you
I have these absurd impulses
Compulsions
Obsessions
You are like the drugs that run in my vein
I am addicted to you
Youve turned me into something
Youve turned me into a paranoid

I want to abuse you
    I want to be abused by you
       I want to manipulate you
Use me.
    Abuse me.
       Manipulate me.