- Subject: Say the truth gawd damn it!
- Thought for the day: Tell me you didnt feed the chicken to the cat!
What is your name? Leah 
Do you like your name? No...it means "weary" 
Have you ever been inlove? Yes, actually
What was the craziest, maddest and the darnest thing ever done for love? Setting up a guy one Christmas Day to make him give me a gift 
Ever had a childhood sweetheart? Yes, we got married under this old weeping willow tree and the help baked us cookies. We tied strings to our fingers. He's probably married for real by now hehe.
What turns you on? Character. Im not gorgeous so I dont go looking for hunks.
Whom would you marry? Your best friend or your lover? uhmm...marriage? Yikes! 
*sigh
Do you like kids? Yes I do...I tell stories during weekends. I help kids build their crafty ideas and improve their reading skills...Im happy I get to be the story book lady but I couldnt imagine myself having one.
What sort of person are you? I can assert myself pretty well if the occasion calls for it. I am not afraid to argue with my professors if I know I have a stand. I reason out when my rights and the rights of others are trashed. Some people often think I'm conceited because I am good at defending myself.
Describe yourself and kindly elaborate: If I were to describe myself by nature, i am frank and clear-cut, which means i say what i mean and mean what i say. Being practical, i do sometimes get down-right bitchy, well atleast, that is what others observe in me. I am also opinionated. And I could be rude especially when provoked or angered, you'll never know what a great motivator anger is. But beyond that, don't be fooled with what you see, there is more to a person than meets the eye. I'd rather love to be alone anyway during certain times when im with bad company. I dont usually hang out that much, i tend to be quiet most of the time and alone by myself. And speaking with problems and frustrations, im quite good at keeping them for myself. I could be a very private person and tend to be very secretive. And judging people without even knowing them, that just gets to me. But dont worry, I dont bite. I am really good to my friends. I keep getting that line: "you are a true friend"
And I dont actually have that much friends. What will you do with so many if only few are true? I dont hang and go out that much, i just love to be myself, although most people dont find me sociable. Others find me hard to get to talk. But really, i could even make others laugh and if everything gets to start, i could talk all the way from home to school.
What was the nicest thing you did to someone? I went into trouble for my cousin when I was a kid. I think its nice the way I defended her. This bully punched my cousin and ran to me sobbing. Guess what...I was a bit of a tomboy and I punched the guy. It cried like hell! 
What are the things that you love? I love animals and helping them. I have pets at home, I took care of some wild animals before returning them and I have had more heartbreaks over the death of a pet than a broken relationship.
Hollywood person you would really want to meet: Keanu Reeves 
Person/s most likely to die for: Family 
What do you think about relationships? Relationships? Me? Nah... never even bothered. Relationships are just pain in the ass, especially if you let the jerk get serious on you. Ohh who am I kidding? 
I am totally, definitely head-over-heels in love with someone right now...
Your belief about Love: 
Love, on the other hand, is a strong motivator. Love is not blind, it sees but doesnt mind... and the truth is, love doesnt even have a happy ending, it simply doesnt end. Love is something unique, it just is. It is better expressed than defined, better experienced than it is described, better revealed rather than kept. But on the contrary, it is also sometimes better left unsaid. And as an old adage says... love is the fragrance the violet leaves on the heel that has crushed it.
Things I cant live without: Cellular phone, PC, hanky & my cat...and I'm not even a material girl!
Greatest weaknesses... A very private person, too secretive, over practical. Plus i cant get my eyes off the TV...
am also hooked in chat 
Strengths... Opinionated, stands up to my lifetime principles & opinions. The thing I also like about myself is that I don't like depending on others, others even depend on me!
Greatest asset: My hands, cos i can do a lot of things with 'em. I would rather be called "talented" than "beautiful." (errr...am i even beautiful?) 
Greatest desire: To have my own public art gallery with all my artworks and masterpieces exhibited. To have a collection of books that I wrote and illustrated. Ohh and yah...to have my name or a name of my choosing officially listed in a Star Map.
Ever engaged? Since when? I got engaged with misery ever since my youthful enthusiasm died.
Worst experience with a girl: Having to deal with gossips since high school... insecurities, I guess. Why is everybody so damn fixated about me? 
Worst experience with a guy: Being a "led on." He tried accepting me as I am and that was probably the best thing he did. I have met others before, they always get so silent on me but this was probably the worst! It's sad to think that I was only admired, never really truly loved. Why do I have to make it so hard and impossible for others to love me...
Most unforgettable experience: The Holidays
Most embarrassing moment: When my cellphone was accidentally turned to its highest volume & it rang in the library, everybody was like... shocked! 
Most favorable time: Night time, pitch dark, full moon, all alone & thinking. also when its raining, i just love the gloomy weather & the dark skies, then just running around like crazy! Getting myself all wet and happy.
Funniest experience: My sister and I use to have this contest when we were kids...who would be the last to finish our plates. Man, the nanny gets so fucked up with us because we would be done with our lunch for more than an hour!
Worst hair day: Everyday is a bad hair day, waking up in the morning then facing the mirror with all your hair scattered and all that.
Greatest turn-off: When I find out how shallow and stupid a guy is.
Wildest dream: Paying to that impossible illusion of being an astronaut & actually fly in space.
Biggest decision in life ever made: Finally deciding to take up this course i am now taking in college.
My childhood hero: Gambit
Childhood Dreams: I've always wanted to be a pretty princess, and have a fanciful pony or ride a cutesey wootsy unicorn.
Principles in life: There is an advantage of not having too many mouths around you cos you dont have too many ears to feed. 
Greatest achievement: The honors & awards i received after graduating, made me realize my worth, gave me confidence and rewarded the hardships i endured. And so i can proudly say "i did it."
4 Notes.
I humbly welcome you to my diary... you will eventually find it in yourself that you are lost in the midst of my realm, and I am your only map. Allow me to express my inner self and let me lead you into my own world of bizaare fantasies, idiosyncracies and wild dreams.
Heya! Nice journal you have here! I love the design and layout! 
Ohh well its just me :) 
My real name means; guardian, protector 
Angel Gabriel 
My real name means "hand of God" or "right hand of God", something along those lines. I just hope God never gets angry and spanks someone!!! :o
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